Worry, worry, worry !!!
Only *** 19 **** days until we move!! Aaaarrrrggghhh !!!!
It's all happening so fast! Am totally panicking! Have just realised that it's December next week and that we are moving early December which means it's nearly here!!
I've booked the removal company and have started packing (and panicking!) I keep getting a knot in my stomach of nerves because there's still so much to do before we go. And there seems to be a huge amount to do in relation to the purchase of the business - I can't see how it's all going to happen before Christmas....
I'm sure it's normal for someone in our position but I keep thinking "what if we get no clients and the business goes down the drain?!" I know it's not likely, but after being used to the guarantee of a wage every month, knowing our income is likely to be dodgy - at least at the start - is a very scary thought.
And just to worry myself a bit more - only 12 more work days!! Which is good in one respect but that also means only 12 more days of paid salary!!!
The good news is that I have convinced the removal company to come really early in the morning and move us in just one day - so we don't have to worry about my mum not wanting us there for the night. I'm sure that's not the case but I can't help wondering why she said what she did if she was 100% happy about things. I mean, if we really didn't have anywhere to go, we would have had to stay in the new house overnight with no furniture, but as she has a spare room, would it have been the end of the world? Oh, I don't know. And in the whole scheme of things, isn't worth worrying about - I have plenty of real things to worry about after all, don't I?
Gossip
I have some gossip. My brother, Phil, who is working in Malaysia has just announced that he has got a girlfriend called Yanti from Indonesia. I don't know anything about her but can't help thinking that she's the stereotypical Asian woman - a waitress or dancer looking for a british passport, but I'm probably totally wrong. Have just emailed him asking for all the gossip and will update when I know more. From all his flying to & from Kuala Lumpar, he has loads of airmiles so I have suggested he uses them to fly Yanti to England so we can all meet her. Big problem - do I tell Helen (his ex who I am seeing next Saturday?) As she is the one who left him, I don't see why not.
Sarah
xx
It's all happening so fast! Am totally panicking! Have just realised that it's December next week and that we are moving early December which means it's nearly here!!
I've booked the removal company and have started packing (and panicking!) I keep getting a knot in my stomach of nerves because there's still so much to do before we go. And there seems to be a huge amount to do in relation to the purchase of the business - I can't see how it's all going to happen before Christmas....
I'm sure it's normal for someone in our position but I keep thinking "what if we get no clients and the business goes down the drain?!" I know it's not likely, but after being used to the guarantee of a wage every month, knowing our income is likely to be dodgy - at least at the start - is a very scary thought.
And just to worry myself a bit more - only 12 more work days!! Which is good in one respect but that also means only 12 more days of paid salary!!!
The good news is that I have convinced the removal company to come really early in the morning and move us in just one day - so we don't have to worry about my mum not wanting us there for the night. I'm sure that's not the case but I can't help wondering why she said what she did if she was 100% happy about things. I mean, if we really didn't have anywhere to go, we would have had to stay in the new house overnight with no furniture, but as she has a spare room, would it have been the end of the world? Oh, I don't know. And in the whole scheme of things, isn't worth worrying about - I have plenty of real things to worry about after all, don't I?
Gossip
I have some gossip. My brother, Phil, who is working in Malaysia has just announced that he has got a girlfriend called Yanti from Indonesia. I don't know anything about her but can't help thinking that she's the stereotypical Asian woman - a waitress or dancer looking for a british passport, but I'm probably totally wrong. Have just emailed him asking for all the gossip and will update when I know more. From all his flying to & from Kuala Lumpar, he has loads of airmiles so I have suggested he uses them to fly Yanti to England so we can all meet her. Big problem - do I tell Helen (his ex who I am seeing next Saturday?) As she is the one who left him, I don't see why not.
Sarah
xx
posted by Sarah Bee @ 4:31 PM
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